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Saturday, January 20, 2007 || HuRTiNg aNd LoViNg ||You realize that you love someone when you are already hurting… and that really sucks! Last night, a friend of mine called me.. she was crying because she was hurting.. People get hurt when that someone he or she cared suddenly changes. It was that night that I realized the dangers of hurting.. Hurt can lead to revenge, anger, and even death. Just like love. I also got hurt, but the first thing that came out in my mind during that time was revenge. But As I continue with my journey, I realize that I have loved much that's why I am hurting. Maybe that's the reason why I don't want to be committed with someone. My friend then asks me what she should do. I honestly told her that I don’t know. She knows that I don’t give advice, I only listen. Because I know that she knows the answer but she’s not sure of doing it. When you give advice to someone, it will either worsen his or her situation or make it better. But I want to play it safe. I don’t want to control my friend’s head nor her feelings. It’s true that “time heals all wounds.” To fasten the healing process, you don’t need to have another guy, you just need three things, family, friends, and God. But your “hurts” will always leave a scar. You know what, I am proud that I have a lot of scars because these scars helped me be the person that I am now. I have learned from my stupid mistakes and finally loved myself. The tendency of loving is that you let him control your life. You let him decide for yourself, and that really sucks… When you get hurt by him, you feel like you’ve lost everything! Reality is, you’ve lost yourself when you gave your life to that person. A commitment doesn’t mean that “what’s yours is his already” but It is sharing what yours without losing what you have and who you are…
Thursday, January 18, 2007 \\ stupid exam \\We just had our Philippine History and Philosophy prelimenary exams..I have to say that Phil Hist exam really sucks! I think our professor has mistaken us as Asian Studies major.. The Identification (40 items) was okay, but the 40 items matching type? duh! I think I would prefer to have a seizure.. While answering that exam, I was saying foul words to myself.. And then here comes the essay.. it was a 50 pts essay.. And I have to say that I hate that essay.. I don't know what to write anymore cause I think my brain was drained already... argh.. stupid exam! On the other hand, I just finished my interview for my Journalism Article. Oh well, I waited an hour at Coffee Indulgence and spent 200 bucks for moccachino.. Good thing my friend was there to accompany me.. The interview was okay -- I have to stay I'm not good in interviewing people. He's a bubbly person and a smoker -- To think I have a cold today! I forgot to ask my professor regarding interviewers who don't wanna share some details but I wanna know these details.. got it? ooohh.. I'm not good at interviewing people.. and writing feature articles... Need advice in writing feature articles.. But at the end, I did something right, that is shooting the intro vid shoot of Accountancy for the Crossfire Season 7 with one of our executive producer. Funny because the shoot lasts for only 30 minutes! And these debaters are really friendly, same with the college of education debaters. I think the team from Accountancy are good debaters.. Then, our exec producer told me about our adjudicators.. Well, It was a good news until she told me about the reactions of our advisers.. oh well.. that's life.. Anyway, back to transcribing the interview with Mr. Call Center Agent... babboooosh!
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